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Catholics have confessional. Sluts have the STD testing clinic.

Sat, 16 Jul 2011 11:44:17 -0400

Catholics have confessional.

Sluts have the STD testing clinic.

D/s crush on my boss

Thu, 16 Jun 2011 23:49:00 -0400

I have to get this out. I can’t let my coworkers know, since secrets suck, so Tumblr, by my witness.

I have a large crush on my boss.

This is my first job out of college. This is the first time I’m working full-time in design, the field that interests me, and the first time I’ve worked underneath somebody whose intelligence I respect. First time I actually have respect for my boss.

And it’s turning me on.

He’s cute, yeah, but he’s way too old for me (39/22), and his personality is frankly the type of person I wouldn’t go on a second date with. But this ancient, primitive part of my brain has latched onto him as a focus for sexual energy, and I hope to grab his glance all throughout the workday. I feel an electricity when he’s over my shoulder, critiquing my work.

Yesterday we were moving a computer around, and we bumped into each other, me crouched under the desk, and afterwards I looked around the office, wondering if anybody noticed my obvious attraction is to him. I glance at him and try so hard to not think about my wet panties.

He is gregarious, and acts towards all employees as he does towards me, so I don’t think it’s mutual. At lunch the other day, in a non-political conversation I emphasized my interest in gay rights (I’m a woman,) trying to throw him off my scent.

But it’s so obvious. So damn obvious.

His taste is way different from mine. And he’s really not in my category of people I could love. But I have a crush on him for one reason:

I respect him, and he has power over me.

I happily obey.

(Hot.)

(However, I need to get laid elsewhere, since this isn’t a good way to stay employed and productive. Or will this constant sexual tension make my work all that more fun? I can keep a secret, right? :)

Impatient...

Tue, 10 May 2011 22:29:48 -0400

I know it’s only been two and a half weeks since I last fucked my ex, but damn it, it’s taking all of my power to not call him up and beg for him again! God damn it! D:< I must be strong! Sheesh I love sex WAY too much!!

Raises eyebrows suggestively…

Tue, 10 May 2011 22:15:30 -0400

Raises eyebrows suggestively…

erinleaa: I’m learning, that I am so much better off without...

Mon, 09 May 2011 21:13:44 -0400

erinleaa:

I’m learning, that I am so much better off without you.

I deserve better.

You did nothing but talk down to me.

I deserve the best.

I’ve learned to settle for nothing less.

(=

I will admit, I do still care about you, miss you, and love you. I always will.

I feel so similar to this so I reblogged it.

Photo

Mon, 09 May 2011 21:07:26 -0400

Being free never felt so lonely.

Mon, 09 May 2011 21:06:20 -0400

Photo

Mon, 09 May 2011 21:00:20 -0400

The saddest text message I’ve ever read is the last...

Mon, 09 May 2011 20:19:57 -0400

The saddest text message I’ve ever read is the last bubble. I tried to just remain fuck buddies with a recent ex. Then changed it to just remaining platonic friends. He didn’t take it well. I have to stop playing with peoples’ hearts, it’s cruel.

Perfect image.

Sat, 16 Apr 2011 20:10:23 -0400

Perfect image.

I did warn you.

Sat, 16 Apr 2011 20:09:59 -0400

The first date. The very first time we hung out with each other alone. I told you, “I am part a goth. If that’s a problem, you know, well, give up now.”

What did you think that meant? You think I was just talking about my affinity for The Cure and Gary Numan and eyeliner? Hardly.

Calling myself goth was shorthand for warning you that I see the value in pain. I don’t prefer it (always). I don’t seek it out. But I heed it. When it comes around, I listen to it, and I take its message seriously. I respect it.

You’re different. When it comes by, in yourself or in others near you, you run away from it, you ignore it and try to cover it over with drugs. As though you can get away from it. As though you can escape.

Maturity is knowing that there is no escape, that there is only the beautiful accumulated wisdom that comes from learning to deal with pain head-on.

I can’t stay with somebody who doesn’t understand this, and never will.

Note to Self:

Thu, 07 Apr 2011 03:37:36 -0400

Don’t completely open yourself up to somebody who is full of pain.

androgynish: girls-will-be-boys: Marlowe Daly Hot. Oh my...

Wed, 06 Apr 2011 21:54:32 -0400

androgynish:

girls-will-be-boys:

Marlowe Daly

Hot.

Oh my goodness she reminds me of trent reznor but PRETTIER. <3 Love!!!

opheliawasademigodess: There’s something about vintage that I...

Wed, 06 Apr 2011 11:37:04 -0400

opheliawasademigodess:

There’s something about vintage that I find so remarkably beautiful. :)

Agreed!

Feeling Horny, Lonely, But Now Shaved and Ready

Wed, 06 Apr 2011 11:29:00 -0400

I still have deep, overwhelming feelings for my ex. He invited me over last night. I wavered and eventually said, “no,” because I did legitimately have schoolwork to do. But after I said that I spent the night moping, wishing I could have both typed my paper and fucked him silly.

I woke up, regretting that thought, feeling conflicted, should I fuck him still or should I stay away from him for a while longer since I know his personality stresses me out a LOT when I’m near him long enough?

Since I left him, I’ve fucked nobody and expected nothing. My pussy had become entangled in what Conan O’Brien refers to as a “depression beard.” All wriggling wire-like lines covering the mound like some gender studies freshman’s lawn. I just shaved it a few minutes ago. I look down and I feel like correct once more. I am my hot little self again.

My mind knew I had work to do. It’s glad I stayed in. But my body still remembers the offer it turned down, and it regrets it terribly. I need to come. Hard. Is it wrong to want to do that with someone I still feel angry at? I should probably just find some other hotness…I do live in a huge city after all…

Too pretty to not repost.

Wed, 06 Apr 2011 01:01:41 -0400

Too pretty to not repost.

Reblog if you'll answer sex related questions.

Wed, 06 Apr 2011 00:59:46 -0400

stimulateandexpress:

yep

Yep!

androgynish: switchteams: alright. i’m just gonna die I need...

Mon, 04 Apr 2011 20:51:29 -0400

androgynish:

switchteams:

alright. i’m just gonna die

I need to have this kid’s outfit.

Oh my goodness! Too cute!! Arggh! Must follow fuckyeahbutchgirls now. :D

The best thing ever.

Mon, 04 Apr 2011 20:36:15 -0400

The best thing ever.

Ooh, what a perfect couple.

Mon, 04 Apr 2011 20:31:47 -0400

Ooh, what a perfect couple.